Nanny is dead. No snappy intro. No nice way of saying it. It happened right after my birthday.
Gunnar, Pike, Jules and I went into the sitting room for afternoon tae and she was sitting in her chair, eyes closed, not moving. We stood there for what seemed forever then someone moved. It was Pike. He walked up to her chair slowly and touched her face lightly. His hand rested there and he sighed. He then removed his hand and turned back towards us. With two words he broke the news. "She's cold." Simple, plan, and without flourish. Then he went to the love seat sat down and broke into sobs. Gunnar went to his brother and wrapped his arms around Pike’s heaving form. Jules in that time had taken his phone out of his pocket and called 911. I moved around Jules and sat down in the chair next to Nanny. Just like when she had her heart attack I did nothing. Everything and everyone around me moving in a blur. The paramedics came and took Nanny to the morgue. At some time Gunnar took Pike upstairs and Jules came to my side. I don't when he sat beside me taking Nanny's place in the over stuffed chair. I just know I looked up and there he was watching me. I asked him if anyone had called uncle and he nodded. "Oh Good," was all I said and then I went back to staring at the floor. Jules patted my shoulder and continued sitting there next to me. Later he got up form that chair saying something about making sure Pike was ok. He asked if I was ok. I looked up at him staring down at me and I was at a loss for words. Finally I told him that I wasn't and that was all there was too it. He nodded and left. I don't know when I fell asleep but I woke in the sitting room with uncle coming through the door to see me. I stood and he hugged me. Nothing was said and that was a God sent. He broke the contact and as always went straight to business. He called Nanny's sister and together they made the funeral arrangements and contacted the lawyers to sort out the will. Nanny didn't own any property or anything like that. She did have money in savings which she asked to be sent to her sister along with anything she had around the house. It was all packed up and shipped to London. He sister caught the first flight here and three days later Nanny was cremated. I don't remember who all was there for it all. I blocked it all out. After two more days Nanny's sister left with Nanny's ashes and said that she would keep in touch. After that I locked myself in my room. Pike, who has never handled death and grief well, went on a drunk and no one could find him. Gunnar and Jules took turns checking in on me and trying to locate Pike. I didn't know how they were able to handle this so well. Then on night I heard Gunnar crying and understood that they were both trying to be brave for everyone else. I left my room that night and spent it with Gunnar and let him grieve. Jules came in later and three us sat on the floor of Gunnar's room and took turns weeping. I know that it seems kind of girly to say it like that, but it was the truth I have never cared much for what others thought. Uncle remained with us, canceling all his meetings and such.
It has been a month almost and I'll just say that we are all still hurt. Pike finally came home yesterday. He wouldn’t say where he went when we asked. He just hugged us each one by one, went up stairs, showered and then went to bed. He slept all day and night getting up around eleven this morning and getting something to eat. He made a sandwich and went back to his room. There is not much that I can say, because that is what we all have been doing really, staying in our rooms. I broke down today and stayed outside by the pool. I didn't enjoy it but I did feel better, so I will try and do it again tomorrow. Maybe I will get Jules and Gunnar to sit with me. Pike I feels needs a little more time alone, so I will wait before I invite him. I would think that I would have gotten use to people dying. First mom, then dad, now Nanny, I guess it never gets easier, but at least this time I am not alone.

So yeah... the whole I going post blah blah...Opps, I forgot again. It's spring, well summer really and do you think I really want to spend my time stuck indoors posting here about what I am not doing... Of course not.
But since I have been outdoors I will let you in on what has been happening. For me it is the time of year where I work on my bikes and the cars. Not just mine, but everyone’s. I assure you I am not master mechanic but I do an alright job if I say so myself. *This is part where I buff my nails on my shirt and then blow on them... you know the gesture.* For the most part I have just been doing simple things such as changing the oil and so on.
One top of fooling around with the things that go zoom zoom, (for those of you that thought it there is only one Mazda) I have been just lounging. I have rediscovered the joy that getting lost in the hedge maze. After wondering where I was for a better part of the day and then laughing at me when they found me the others saw fit to help me out. I am still not speaking to Pike simply because he was the biggest dick about the whole thing. Julian at least had the decency to admit that he too has gotten lost in there, so I never really stopped talking to him, though I did shoot him some nasty looks over afternoon tea. Gunnar I am still annoyed with but it is hard to stay mad at him. He looks at you with those blue puppy eyes and give you that warm half smile, that says” I'm not laughing at you, I'm laughing with you” and you forget that your mad. Even though he can be just as much of an ass as his brother, He is just more likable about it.
The other thing that has come with the turn of the season is outdoor markets and yard sales, which Nanny has me going to with her. Might I add at the ass crack of dawn. She rolls her old British self out of bed before God and the chickens then wants me to do the same. Of course I refuse to do it alone. Hence forth I make sure that at least Jules shares in this and Gunnar too. I only bother with Pike if he has been out all night drinking and I know he has a hangover. Sure it's cheap, but I don't care. It's fun. Of course shopping with Nanny right now is more than finding deals on silly things. My birthday is coming up and she wants to know what I want. I have no idea, so I shrug my shoulders and tell her to surprise me. She of course makes that little chucking sound that she makes when she is not pleased and says no more about for the rest of the day. My thing is though I don't like tell people what to get me for my birthday. It takes the fun out of it, because then they just buy you what you said you wanted and there is no surprise. So really I guess you could say I am telling Nanny what I want, because I want to be surprised every year, but of course no one will accept that, so I suppose I will have to keep blowing everyone off till the last minute. That's what I have done in the past and so far it has worked.

That maintaining a journal would be so hard. I guess you’re all surprised to see me, eh?
I know that I haven't been posting but I forget and if I don't forget, I don't care.
Lame excuses, yes, but they are both true. So, why am I here now posting? Because, for once I didn't forget and I wanted to. That and Pike made a snide remark about me not posting at breakfast, so I'm making a point. Of course I have nothing to say, but that is not the point. The fact I am posting is the point! So, here's to me and my journal. Here’s hoping that I will actually try to update it.

Yeah you all are wondering where I went right? Well I ran away kind of. After Nanny left to live with her sister things did not seem right around the house so I decided to take a walk about. I packed my stuff and hit the road. I went all over the states visiting the different tourist trap each place had to offer.

From there I got bored and left for London. I let Nanny I was coming to see her and she was so happy to hear that. I arrived at Heathrow to find her sister came to pick me up in a Gipsy cab. I had never met Nanny's sister before, so I had no idea who he was, but she knew me. Nanny and that photo album she calls a wallet. When we pulled up to Ginny's place (Ginny is nanny's sister), Nanny was on the stoop waiting. I ran up to her and hugged so hard. I had no idea how much I missed that old woman until I saw her standing there. I carried my things in and Ginny said that I could stay there with them. Which is what I did for a time, but I had to sleep on the couch. It was ok.

I got to learn a lot about Nanny's family while I was there. I had no idea that Nanny had another sister. She was the youngest, but didn’t live very long. It turns out the same cancer that left Nanny barren, is the same one that took her sister. Her name was Gwen. Nanny and Ginny both became teary as they showed me old pictures of her. She was very pretty with red hair. Nanny said that she was the only one in the whole family with it. Everyone else was blonde or brunette. Nanny's mom did with the milkman. HAHA…

They didn't think that was funny either.

So really that is where I have been. I eventually got my own place. That couch was killing my back. When Nanny was ready to come back to the states I went with her.

We just got back a week ago. We were greeted at Dulles by Jules, Gunnar, Pike, and Uncle. One the ride back both Nanny and I were very excited to be back home. We told everyone about what we did living in London, and what Nanny's sister was like. For the past week things shifted back in time. It was like it was before Nanny had her Heart-attack. We come and go as we please. Nanny still goes to the flea market on Sundays and Uncle is never around. I would be mad about that but I can't be, because things are normal again.

Things are quieting down here. Nanny is out of the hospital and on her way to London to stay with her sister. It will be good for her. She always says how much she misses being there. I thought about going with her but I figured that would defeat the purpose. She needs to get away for a bit.

Everyone is doing well. It was rough there for a while. No one talked and when we had meal together we all would just stare at each other. Things got better when Nanny was released. The doctor told us that Nanny did have a heart-attack but she should have nothing to worry about. He also said she would need to change her diet and get a little more exercise. We all told her that we would go walking with her, when she got back from London.

The house is quite right now. Gunnar has gone to bed, Pike is out for the night and Jules is in his studio. Uncle left for Paris a few days ago. We have no idea when he will be back. So I got on the computer to keep myself occupied. I was checking my friends list here and I have three new friends. YAY. I like new friends, though I have no idea who they are. Also I saw that Rae has a new hobby. Making Dolls and she made one of me! Of Course it is very gay looking. The hair is too neat and the outfit looks like I got drunk and went through Pike closet. But I will say it is cute, just not as cute as me.

I guess that is it for now. I think I will try to figure out who these new people are on my friends list.

I knew something like this was going to happen but I just didn't know when.

It was around four today. We're sitting around having Tea with Nanny like normal. Everyone was happy having a good time. And Uncle was home so we were all together like a family. Nanny was pouring Gunnar a another cup, when she winced. He asked what was wrong but she smiled and told him she was fine. I admit no one noticed anything wrong. It wasn't till Nanny grabbed her chest that any of us were alarmed. I admit too I that I froze. I watched as everyone around me did something. Jules ran to get some aspirin, pike stayed with her, gunnar called 9-1-1 and uncle talked to her to keep her claim.

The medics came and took her away. Still I could move. Pike grabbed me up by my arm and dragged me to his car. We wen to the hospital but none of use were family, so we couldn't see her. Uncle called her sister in London while jules and I took turns bugging the nurses. Gunnar was really quite but it was because he was praying the whole time. Jule later took the cue from him and did the same.

Pike was quite for another reason. By ten his nerves were shot and he started screaming at the nurses. I restraned him. Soon some one brought him some tranquilizers and a cup of water. He took them greedily and remained sitting, shaking despite the drugs, till Uncle took him home. I went with them. Far as a I know Gunnar and Jules are still at the hospital.

I haven't heard anything about her condition, but I know her sister is flying in from London on the first flight out of heathrow. She told uncle she would give us a call when she came to the states.

I am so scared for Nanny right now. I don't know what to do. I don't want her to die. It would be like losing my father all over again. I need to sleep but I can't. I would feel to guilty. Maybe I should talk to uncle or Pike...

Maybe I'll go say some prayers...I don't know.

It seems that this new found dullness is going to last awhile. I'm trying to to get use to it but it is hard. With Easter being last weekend and Lent officially over, Jules has come out from his studio and started living with the family again.
It's weird to call everyone that: "Family." I guess after all these years it has finally sunk in: this is it. These are the people who be with you for the rest of your existence on this planet. They will be you support line, and help you celebrate your triumphs. I guess I always held on to the belief that this was all just temporary, that I would move on and start a new path. Don't get me wrong I have tried but I always come back to them. They are home to me now...
It's nice to feel that way again. After dad died I felt detached from everything. He was my family. My brothers hated me and my mom died when I was too young to know her. I had step-mothers but they never loved me. They didn't even like me. I was a bastard-son that had no place in their home with their sons. My father was the only one who cared. It was nice. After he died I refused to believe it. I hid away from everyone thinking that he would come and find me. That he hadn't died, he was just badly wounded. One day Gunnar found me. He sat down in front of me and told me that him and pike had been looking for me for days. I remember I didn't look at him the whole time he spoke. He then took one of my hands and said the very thing I didn't want to know. "He's gone."
I sat and cried for I don't know how long. Gunnar sat with me, never saying a word, only holding my hand. When I was done, he gave me a weak smile and pulled me up from where I sat. My things where gathered and I was moved in to their home to live with them and Uncle.
From that day I did everything I could that would have made my father proud. I like to think that he is proud of me.
Now after all these years I have found my home.

I don't know where all that came from. I think I need to get out more, but first I think I'm going to hug Nanny.

Hellos all. I know how you have missed me. Frankly I would miss me too. I know I haven't posted in while and there is a good reason for that. Not enough time! I have been travling with Uncle. I still have no idea what he doies but man he goes everywhere. When you are contantly on the go, you never have time to think back what has been going on, but know I'm back.. for now.

If you are wondering how the others have been I can say that nothing new has happened, but I gues is what is new... nothing weird has happened. There have been no fights, no disapearances, no crazy people in and of our lives. It's almost like we are normal or something. I'm hoping it doesn't last. I can not live a life that is this dull. I can't very well maintin a journal this way either. No worries. I expect any day now the shit will hit the fan and life you return to "normal"

Till then Good night

I have been refered to as lazy. Ha they have no idea. I am by far the laziest person alive....I have grown mold that I'm so lazy. I have lived on the couch for days I am so lazy... I have... just made an ass of myself. Oh dear God. Anyways... My day was quite dull. I think pike is getting used to Gunnar's hair, i.e. he isn't running out of the room when Gunnar comes in. Jules has going in to that thing he does around this time of year where he doesn't eat and lived in his studio painting Relgious Icons. It's scary I tell you!! Uncle will be home in anouther Week and He promised us a surpirse. Yay. I'm very excited to see what it is. I didn't do much. I watched T.V. and then played around in the Garage. I really didn't do anything, just fucked around a bit. There is nothing much else to say... Save for this... I am the king of Laziness!!!!

Update time
My life hasn't changed much. Same old same old. Julien and the girl he dated for Valentines Dya have agreed to break off. It turning out the girl was with him and two other girl and she wanted a gang bang. Julien told her "been there done that and I'm moving on." I felt bad that it happened. He seemed to really like this one. No one will talk about it. The most shocking thing happened the other day. I was sitting the kitchen eating an apple and reading the paper, when Gunner came in really quick with a hooded sweatshirt. One of my hooded sweatshirts. I wasn't worried about him wearing it cause he really doesn't own anything like that and sometimes he likes to slum. What bothered me was the fact that the hood was pulled up and tied. It was sixty degrees in the house and he had the hood up. I tried to talk to him but he darted off. He was still wearing it at dinner. Nanny asked if he was sick but he was acting so weird that she couldn't get a sraight answer from him. Pike said that he was doing for attention and pulled the hood off his head. Here is were the shock comes in. Gunner's hair was gone. The blonde hair that went down to his shoulders was gone. What was there was a crew cut that made him look like a Marine. Everyones jaws droped. None of us had ever seen him with short hair! Ever! He looked at everyone and tired to smile. I could tell that he was embrassed. I asked him later what happened and he told me that he had decied to make a change. He went to the hair dressers and the lady went crazy with the scissors. Gunner said that he was shocked and a little unhaapy aty first but as the day wore on he started to like it. I will addmit that he looks more masculan now and the girls are paying him more sexual attenion. I like it but I came from a family who said that if your hair was too long your enemy could hold you down by it and kill you. Thanks Grandpa. Jules and Nanny are getting use to it too. Nanny keeps telling him how he looks like a cute little solider. The only one that is having issues with gunners new look is Pike. he saw the hair and snapped. He shook and tears came to his eyes. He then jumped up and left the table. He won't even stand in the same room as Gunnar. On the phone with Uncle yesturday he told me why Pike is acting that way. It turns that Gunnar had short hair before Jules and I joined the Family. It was when they lived in Rome, and Gunnar was deathly ill. He almost died, but things changed and He started to get better. After that he started growing his Hair out. Once it got to his shoulders he let it stay that way. That's why it upsets pike so much... It reminds him when Gunnar was sick. Gunnar I think knows this and that's way he did it really. To make Pike come to terms with the past. It might work. Anyways that all for now. Laters.

Okay so to start off with this weekend was the wrost ever! I had never in my long life had to put up with so much shit! It started on friday when Uncle informed us that it would be another two months beofre he could come home. Fine, so I go out to ride my bike and I wreck it. Not even a small wreck no, I totaled my bike completely. No hope for repairs, so it gets to go in the scrap pile for parts. Of course Nanny hovered over me the rest of the night making sure I was okay. I was so mad at myslef for wrecking the bike I snapped at her for trying to be nice to me. Yay I am the biggest asshole ever! So Saturday rolls in and everyone is busting there asses cause it's Valentine's Day. Pike and Bunny had left two night ago for Europe, so aleast I didn't have to put up with them. Gunner and Jules were just as bad though. They ran around getting ready for thier dates and making asses of themselves. Of course they both had a wonderful time. In fact Gunnar didn't even come home till the next morning. He won't even say what happened, he just had this dumb smile on his face all day Sunday. Jules has another date with the girl he went out with this coming firday. Oh yay for him. You know what I did Saturday night? I stayed up watching Love Hina and Onegaai Teacher. I then watched End of Eva just so I could watch the world die, cause I wanted nothing more than for that actualy happen. Sunday came and went. I finally told Nanny I was sorry for snaping at her on Firday, but she patted my cheek and told me she understood. That woman is a saint I tell you. I stayed in my room for must of the day listen to the most volient music I had. Monday I just stayed in bed. Jules came up to check on me but I didn't want to talk. I though about doing it again today but I stopped myself. That would send everyone into a panic so I showered, dressed and went through the day trying to be cheerful. I'm just trying to finish the month out so I can look forward to happier things like Pike's Brithday. He hasn't set a date for the party yet but I know it will be a blast. Everyone always wants to know why him and Gunnar don't have the same party since they have the same birthday and all,9they are twins you know), but the anwser is easy. Pike is a attention whore and he would ruin everything if they tried to share the party. It's better this way. More parties to plan and get drunk at. Okay now that I have ranted i' going to go do something. Oh and Happy late birthday Rae!

Hello one and all. Yeah no title today. It's to bleak to try and think. I hate the rain. When It rains I have to stay inside and I get bored. Then I just sit and think. That's when I start to get depressed. On rainy days I'm back in the bed by noon. I only reason I'm up now is cause I'm waiting on Nanny to come back from shopping. We're all suppose to go have an early dinner and go see a movie. That should cheer me up. Gunnar's birthday was yesterday. We had a surprise party for him. We had a good turn out. Gunnar is really hard to shop for, cause you never know what he really wants, so I bought him a new pair of goggles to wear when he goes to what ever weird ass place he goes to have fun. Goths! I don't understand them... I just live with one... well sort of ^^;;. Jules got him a book on Alexander the Great and Pike got him a fifth of Whiskey. Of course it was meant to be a gag gift, so you should have seen the look on Pikes face when Gunner opened the bottle, poured a double shot and slamed it. Pike got a big hug from his brother for that. I guess Pike didn't know that Gunnar liked Whiskey! XD hahah. Uncle sent a card, that said that Gunnar's gift was in the mail and he would get it shortly. Nanny bought him a new shirt and a pair of tall boots with the buckles on them. I think she ordered them from London. Gunnar was bouncing in his chair when got those. He had alway like the ones I have and had aksed for a pair back a Christmas. He got a bunch of other stuff but I can't remember who gave him what. By this time I had found my way to the open bar that we had set up for guests and had started to drink what ever I could get my hands on. By the end of the night I was cluching a bottle of Jose Cuervo,(my man!), and trying to sing. Or so I was told by Jules, who was kind enough to kick me awake this morning. I'm telling you what are best friends for? So here I am waiting. everyone else in the house is getting ready, but I'm sitting here typing away. Valentines Day is coming up soon. Jules has a date set up and so does Gunnar, curtsy of Pike and his girlfriend Bunny. Pike came to me two nights ago and told me that he and Bunny couldn't find anyone of her friendS to go on a date with me. He said he was sorry, and when Pike says he is sorry he means it. I guess I'll be alone again this year. Maybe I could find someone to spend the day with, but I doubt it. I better not think about it anymore. I'm already depressed, no need to make it worse. Maybe I'll call up Star... no wait she's doing something with her grandfather the whole weekend... Grrrrr. Oh well maybe next year will be different.

I have a new layout. Rae made it for me, but I think Pam did it to be honest. It looks to nice to done by Rae. Don't tell her I said that ^_^;;. I really like, but I think there still some tweaking that needs to be done to it to make it look better online. So everything is still a work in progress, so don't be suprised if you see the colors change on it a bit. Till next time.

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Naturally stubborn, you hardly ever sway once a
decision is made. Your nature is fiery and
courageous, and always out-going. You love
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Okay I know it be awhile since I wrote... you people understand I have a life. Christmas went well for us this year. I went to mass with Jules and everyone went to Church with nanny,(even Jules who is Catholic and mumbled the whole time about everything being wrong and Pike, who actually was sober. We were all surprised that he went. He hadn't stepped foot inside a church since a Priest drove him out while throwing Holy Water on him during confession. That was a long time ago and Pike has yet to tell anyone what he said to that Priest). This year no one was mad at anyone else so everyone gave and received gifts. Jules got another rosary,(I guess the old one got to much wear and tear, especially with him hitting me with it everytime I suggested that he convert), some Oil paints,canvasses, a sketchbook, and new paint brushes. Gunnar got a new Latin to English Dictionary,( the old one was set fire to by pike two weeks ago), some stationary, the really nice stuff that weighs a pound, and American Wedding, which he loved and thanked Jules for getting for him. No one saw that coming.It was a gag gift. Pike got two bottles of cognac, Hennessey, a carton of Marlboro reds, and a sweater. Note the sweater was from Nanny, but she bought everyone sweaters. I got a bottle of oil to polish my swords, The Lord of the Rings: the Two Towers, extended edition, and Sailor Moon R Movie DVD Signature Series. Yeah it was a good Christmas. What made even better Uncle came home this year. He got each one of us a present. He gave Nanny a Kimono, Pike: assorted Russian Vodka,, Gunnar: a hundred year old leather bound bible that was picked in some junk shop, and I got a new sword. We then sat down to have dinner and got to pretend that we were a normal family, for an hour anyways. After that Pike got into his Vodka and started a fight with Gunnar. Gunnar broke Pike's nose. Jules retreated to his studio and Uncle to his room. Nanny declared that she was not putting up with this on Christmas and left to call her sister. Gunnar kicked Pike in the Ribs once and then went to the study and locked the doors. Pike jumped up screamed Fuck you towards the study and stormed out the house, leaving tire marks in the driveway where he drove off. I was left alone. I decided to watch my Sailor Moon dvd, and keep to myself. New Years went about the same only we were in public and got thrown out of a bar. What a good way to start the new year,eh? Nanny got to spend it in London with her sister and uncle had left right after Christmas for Tokyo. I didn't make a resolution this year. I never stick to it. Welp that about sums up my last few weeks. Later

Okay I get to bed around eleven or so and then am woking up at one. I haven't been back to bed since. Grrr... I really hate not getting enough sleep. Normal it would bother me but I wouldn't have been a happy camper with sleep. I found out that Rae's new boyfriend is visiting, so that mean I won't get o talk to her. I know what you are thinking that I'm jelous.. well maybe but I'm use to the atttention. When I don't get it... I go through withdrawls. Pike says I'm like a junkie. Well maybe, but everyone has there addictions damnit. Errr.... I'm going to bed... Errrr Now I have fucked up and dug a hole with my mouth.

Okay... They don't scan the weirdos that sign up for this site. I have this fruitloop of a person named Tayin one me friends list now. I have no Idea who this guys is, expcet that he is friends with Tas,(I forgot in my frist post to use non real names), So I chat with her a bit and she tell me that he's cool and I should give him a chance. Okay fine I'll do it, but this guy is a nut. I can see that from here.... But I did find this on his jounral..it seems that he got really drunk last night and took quizes, maybe I should introduce him to Pike...


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Speaking of Pike, he went of on the war path again. I don't know what the hell is wrong with him. What part of "Leave your brother alone or he is going to fucking kick your ass," does he not understand? Fucking-A! Okay so you're all confused, so let me tell you what happened. Jules and I were chilling watching End of Eva, because we both decided that we needed a good mind raping. So we're watch and talking, and every so often banging our heads into the coffee table,(Okay yeah it was just me doing that but it sounds better if we both were doing it). Out of no where we hear pike pull up in the drive and come in the house. I don't know where he has been, but he reeked. He smelt of licqure, cheap perfume and oddy enough caramel. Gunnar, who has been in the library the all night, comes out to check on his brother. This an old habit from childhood that Jules and I are trying to break him of. Pike sees Gunnar and in some kind of stupier he goes off on him. Pike is a notorious bully and takes it out on his brother. Gunnar most of the time is quite enough to take it from him, but not last night. Before Pike can get out another sentance Gunnar decks him. Now gunnar is really strong, despite what he look like, so Pike whent sailing across the Foyer,(Mind you our foyer is huge) Before Pike can get up and say, "What the fuck?" Gunnar goes over to him and picks him up. So Gunnar is atanding there holding his brother up over his head, and what do you think Jule and I are doing. We have pulled up chiars and are watching. I, by that point, really wanted some popcorn but did want to get up and get any , cause I didn't want to miss anything. At that monment though Nanny comes down in her rollers and nightgown, telling Gunnar to put Pike down and to explain what is going on. So he did of course, (Nanny says jump, we ask how high). After hearing the story, Nanny grabed Pike by his ear and told him that if she found out about him doing anything else like this again she would see to it personally. This got a good luagh out Jules and I. She then wheeled on Gunnar and told him that he need to keep his temper in check. This embrassed him really bad, so I don't think we'll see much of him today. The Nanny then turned on Jules and I and told us to go somewhere, sit down and be quite. We ran back to the living room and shut the door. So all in all it was... it was a night for sure, (like totally..ehhm). I worry about Gunnar. This isn't the first time he has done this. I would if he isn't a serial killer. Think about it: White male, twenties to thirties( in looks anyways), loner type, good looking , well mannered, wiht a nasty violent streak. With a profile like that he could be the next Jeffy Dammer. Umm maybe I'm think about this too much. Yeah anyways I'm going to make a waffle or something and get some sleep. It has been a long night.